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Hello everyone!
My lack of updates has certainly not gone unnoticed, has it? I shall be posting some more chapters for you all soon and I apologise for not doing so sooner. I've been dealt awful hands by life recently in the death of my close family friend and my grandmother and more recently my aunt's diagnosis of lung cancer. It's been a really tough struggle over the last few months but with my aunt's chemo going well, things are starting to look up and I'm feeling more muse to start writing again.
So please, don't give up on me and be patient!! Your continued support over the years has made verything worth it and it means so much to me.
Thank you.
My lack of updates has certainly not gone unnoticed, has it? I shall be posting some more chapters for you all soon and I apologise for not doing so sooner. I've been dealt awful hands by life recently in the death of my close family friend and my grandmother and more recently my aunt's diagnosis of lung cancer. It's been a really tough struggle over the last few months but with my aunt's chemo going well, things are starting to look up and I'm feeling more muse to start writing again.
So please, don't give up on me and be patient!! Your continued support over the years has made verything worth it and it means so much to me.
Thank you.
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tagged...
5 min read
Tagged by divinearia33
The Rules
Questions:
Apologies, I have no idea what pacthesis games are~
Well, I tend to read manga more than watch anime, so I'll give you three; my favourite animation style/technique, plot, manga counterpart. For it's animation is K-On! It's so smooth and cute! I love the art style so much, like the way the eyes and hair are drawn! So adorable! Then for it's plot; FMA Brotherhood (although I read the manga first). The character development and symbolic themes throughout just make me squee with delight, not to mention the music and art style is super cool! And manga counterpart (my favourite manga) is Fairy Tail, an awesome plot, set of characters and each has their own devlopment despite the amount of them. IT'S FUNNY, ACTION-PACKED, ROMANTIC, EMOTIONAL AND OVERALL BEAUTIFUL IN IT'S PRESENTATION OF HUMAN EMOTIONS, LOVE AND THE BOND OF FRIENDSHIP.
Of course not! It's a way to get to know people, right?
Actually, I do! Quite a lot! It's really inventive and it looks awesome! Combination of mechanics and high scoiety stuff; I love it!
I'm a big maniac for magic; fae creatures and such, so with this option of real or not, I'll give you a fae-type animal as well as an animal! Animal wise, I'd love to be either a house cat or a larger one like a lion or perhaps a puma! I love cats...Anyway, fae wise I would love to be a Griffin.
HOWEVER IF THE CHOICE EVER CAME ABOUT - TOOTHLESS. I'D WANA BE TOOTHLESS (httyd)
A friend got me to sign up with her, so I did and it was pretty fun!
Sure, bby uw u
I quite like them! My favourite would have to be "I Write Sins Not Tragedies"
Oh, a wombat...Llama's are really gross~
That's fine dear and thank you, anyway onto my own questions!
Now let's see...
Okay, tagging time!
The chosen victims are NovemberHawley HoshikoxChi Ookami-Schiffer scarlet-glow DustyLeaves diornamelia davaldevil789 Delfinia DJ--Caz HermioneFrost
The Rules
1. You must post these rules
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create 10 new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
5. No tag backs.
6. No writing "you are tagged if you're reading this."
Questions:
1. Fav Pacthesis game???? I love those and if you don't know about them you should really try them.
Apologies, I have no idea what pacthesis games are~
2. Fav ANIME *CONFETTI THROWING* (cause I suck at questions >.<)
Well, I tend to read manga more than watch anime, so I'll give you three; my favourite animation style/technique, plot, manga counterpart. For it's animation is K-On! It's so smooth and cute! I love the art style so much, like the way the eyes and hair are drawn! So adorable! Then for it's plot; FMA Brotherhood (although I read the manga first). The character development and symbolic themes throughout just make me squee with delight, not to mention the music and art style is super cool! And manga counterpart (my favourite manga) is Fairy Tail, an awesome plot, set of characters and each has their own devlopment despite the amount of them. IT'S FUNNY, ACTION-PACKED, ROMANTIC, EMOTIONAL AND OVERALL BEAUTIFUL IN IT'S PRESENTATION OF HUMAN EMOTIONS, LOVE AND THE BOND OF FRIENDSHIP.
3. *casually glomps* Do you hate me for tagging you? ;-; If so I sorry.
Of course not! It's a way to get to know people, right?
4. Do you like steampunk?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Actually, I do! Quite a lot! It's really inventive and it looks awesome! Combination of mechanics and high scoiety stuff; I love it!
5. If you could become any animal (real or not!) What would you be?????
I'm a big maniac for magic; fae creatures and such, so with this option of real or not, I'll give you a fae-type animal as well as an animal! Animal wise, I'd love to be either a house cat or a larger one like a lion or perhaps a puma! I love cats...Anyway, fae wise I would love to be a Griffin.
HOWEVER IF THE CHOICE EVER CAME ABOUT - TOOTHLESS. I'D WANA BE TOOTHLESS (httyd)
6. Why did you join Deviantart? As in, how did you stumble across it and what made you wanna join? Posting things or being able to collect your favorite works?
A friend got me to sign up with her, so I did and it was pretty fun!
7. Can I have a hug? (if not that fine)
Sure, bby uw u
8. Do you like Panic! at the disco? If so what your fav song?
I quite like them! My favourite would have to be "I Write Sins Not Tragedies"
9. Llama or wombat?
Oh, a wombat...Llama's are really gross~
10. I ran out of questions...... Welp, bye guys!!! Sorry again for this if it bugs you but I hope you guys have a wonderful day/week/month/year!!!
That's fine dear and thank you, anyway onto my own questions!
Now let's see...
1) What is your main aspiration to achieve in life?
2) Is there a fictional character you feel you can relate to?
3) Favourite childhood story/fairytale?
4) Do you have a comfort food and if so, what is it and perhaps, why?
5) If you could describe yourself as one of the following tumblr blogs, what one would it be and why? A hipster blog, fandom blog, fashion blog, food blog, art blog, humour blog of a factual blog.
6) What game did you enjoy playing most as a child?
7) Any console games you love? Or perhaps board games are more your thing? If so what ones? (Answer to both if you want!)
8) Cliche I know, but what would be your super power? How would you be granted it, what would you do with it, superhero/villain name and why you chose that power?
9) Are you in love? If so, describe the person in your heart. If not, then tell me about your dream lover.
10) Is there a motto you live by, or like to remind yourself of at times? If so, please tell me to!
Okay, tagging time!
The chosen victims are NovemberHawley HoshikoxChi Ookami-Schiffer scarlet-glow DustyLeaves diornamelia davaldevil789 Delfinia DJ--Caz HermioneFrost
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Devious Journal Entry
6 min read
I found this here: 
[x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[x] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[x] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[ ] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[x] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[x] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[x] You rarely get sick.
[ ] You are a very hard worker.
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time.
[x] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[ ] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[ ] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[ ] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 5
Gnome/Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[ ] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[ ] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[ ] You have a short temper.
Harpy/Siren:
[x] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[ ] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[x] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[ ] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[x] You have a ravenous appetite.
Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[ ] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[ ] You are not religious at all.
[ ] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[x] You have a lot of body hair.
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[x] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[ ] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[ ] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[ ] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Wizard/Witch:
[ ] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[x] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[ ] You have a strong sense of responsibility.
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[ ] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[ ] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Zombie:
[x] You are pale
[x] You are hungry a lot.
[ ] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[ ] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat.
[x] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food. If they're already dead, then they don't really care.
[x] You make grunts and moans a lot.
[ ] You usually walk slow.
[x] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.
Satyr/Faun:
[x] You are very passionate about the things you like.
[ ] You like to get drunk and dance.
[x] You're very amorous.
[x] You like art and music.
[x] You enjoy feasting with friends.
[x] You love nature, but more for the animals then the trees and plants.
[ ] You like getting rowdy and having a good time.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[x] You love the chase almost as much as the capture.
[ ] You wish you had horns.
Totals:
Centaur - 5
Elf - 6
Fairy - 5
Gnome/Dwarf - 4
Harpy/Siren - 5
Mermaid - 7
Vampire - 6
Werewolf - 7
Wizard/Witch - 6
Zombie - 6
Satyr/Faun - 7
So...I'm a mixture of a lot of things...Interesting...
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I'm afraid of 9/72 common fears...
4 min read
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth - So many things could go wrong...What if I lost the child? What if I died? What if I had to choose between my own life or the child's life? And the pain...
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces - I can't stay still for a long time, so if I were to get stuck in a small enclosed space, I have no idea how I'd cope.
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water - There are so many things down there that we don't even know about...
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom - Are people actually frightened of these two, or are they just people you don't want to get on the wrong side of?
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls - Not all dolls frighten me, only creepy ones that move (In the films)
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers - People are scared of numbers?
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind - Me being an artist, this would probably destroy my happiness completely, seeing as I draw 24/7...
[x] becoming deaf - And also being a singer/musician who loves music, this would kill me emotionally...
[x] growing up - This is a major fear of mine. My childish behaviour and joyful look on life, is me trying to keep a firm hold on my childhood, so that I can age, but still keep that flare of happiness and eyes that can still see the magic around me. To lose all of that scares me so much. I don't want to leave the safe threshold of my family's embrace. And I know how I'll realise I've grown up; when I can no longer feel the magic of Christmas.
[x] creepy noises in the night - Noises, without knowledge of their source, is frightening because it literally could be anything...
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat - Please say this has a double meaning, or something?
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[x] falling in love - Being tied down by love scares me. As does the idea; What if I fall in love with a 'monster'? Someone who is genuinely evil...
[ ] super secrets
If you get 30 or more, counselling is strongly recommended.
If you get 21-29, you're paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 0-10, you're fearless - Well, I do consider myself as rather brave. After all, it comes with the confidence and ego.
(If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it 'I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears')
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth - So many things could go wrong...What if I lost the child? What if I died? What if I had to choose between my own life or the child's life? And the pain...
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces - I can't stay still for a long time, so if I were to get stuck in a small enclosed space, I have no idea how I'd cope.
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water - There are so many things down there that we don't even know about...
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom - Are people actually frightened of these two, or are they just people you don't want to get on the wrong side of?
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls - Not all dolls frighten me, only creepy ones that move (In the films)
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers - People are scared of numbers?
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind - Me being an artist, this would probably destroy my happiness completely, seeing as I draw 24/7...
[x] becoming deaf - And also being a singer/musician who loves music, this would kill me emotionally...
[x] growing up - This is a major fear of mine. My childish behaviour and joyful look on life, is me trying to keep a firm hold on my childhood, so that I can age, but still keep that flare of happiness and eyes that can still see the magic around me. To lose all of that scares me so much. I don't want to leave the safe threshold of my family's embrace. And I know how I'll realise I've grown up; when I can no longer feel the magic of Christmas.
[x] creepy noises in the night - Noises, without knowledge of their source, is frightening because it literally could be anything...
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat - Please say this has a double meaning, or something?
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[x] falling in love - Being tied down by love scares me. As does the idea; What if I fall in love with a 'monster'? Someone who is genuinely evil...
[ ] super secrets
If you get 30 or more, counselling is strongly recommended.
If you get 21-29, you're paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 0-10, you're fearless - Well, I do consider myself as rather brave. After all, it comes with the confidence and ego.
(If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it 'I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears')
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Devious Journal Entry
8 min read
tagged me~! The Rules:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
5. No tag backs.
6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this." You have to tag 10 people
MY QUESTIONS NOW!
1). Favourite kind of chewing gum and why?
Spearmint, because it doesn't taste like my toothpaste~
2). What country do you live in?
England!
3). Favourite food and why?
Oh, that's hard because I LOVE food! Um, I really enjoy...
- Macaroni (Four) cheese(s), because I love cheese - it has such a variety of tastes and can have a such a diverse form, some are crumbly, others are soft and chewy...It's just wonderful!
-Sushi, because it has this wonderful sweetness about it and it's such a mixture of texture! And it goes so well with soy sauce!
- Fresh cream cakes/pastries! These treats are such creative delights! You can do anything with them, and make them look absolutely wonderful! They're soft and sweet, and filled with delicious cold cream, a smooth substance that can make anyone feel relaxed by just taking a mouthful ~!
4). List of your favourite anime's and why? (Or regular TV shows if you don't watch anime ^^)
OH DEAR GOD, HERE WE GO
(Not in order)
- FMA: Brotherhood ~ FMA Brotherhood is a moving anime that changed how I viewed a lot of things. It had a massive impact on me and my life and brought me to tears many times. It didn't have these almighty characters,just normal people showing huge strength in themselves to overcome fears or push themselves to the best of their abilities. It showed true passion, faith, trust and love and how wonderful the people around us are and how much brighter they make our world.
- Fairy Tail ~ Fairy tail is a laugh out loud anime, that shows the true meaning of friendship and how far people will go to protect the people they love and care for. This anime strikes pride in my heart and has made me shed a few tears here and there, but despite what goes wrong, the tragedies and heart break, it brings out the joy of life and always pulls a smile back onto my face.
- K-On ~ K-On has no plot line officially, only showing true determination, friendship and the thrill of school life, as boring as it may seem. The songs are brilliant and unique and the character make you want to squee because they are just so adorable. And the art style is super cute too!
- Highschool of the Dead ~ HOTD has an awesome opening, and the animation is absolutely brilliant. The characters are funny and diverse, all of them with very different attitudes, and I adore the relationships between them all, and the friendships made. And the plot line is absolutely epic!
- Ouran Highschool Host Club ~ OHSHC is one of the funniest shoujo animes I have ever watched. The characters are well thought out and the dubbed voices are great! The plot line is unique and hilarious and the character development is evident throughout the whole series. It always makes me smile!
- Doctor Who ~ How do I even begin to describe the TV show of my childhood. It started out with Eccleston and then Tennant and then Smithy. Smith and Tennant are still battling for my favourite, but I adore them in different ways. Whereas David got me hooked completely on Doctor Who, Matt is more like me; crazy, weird, talkative and utterly bonkers, so I grew very attached to him. The plot thickens every series for Doctor Who and the character development for each regeneration and companion; Moffat knows how to make my feelings implode and cause me great distress or over-joyed happiness. Doctor Who is my life, and I love it and it's morals. The meanings in every episode, the things the Doctor teaches us about the importance of each life and the love for each of his friends. Trust and love are key in the series, and the Doctor teaches us how to allow others into our lives and love and value ourselves for who we are.
5). Favourite film and why?
Rise of the Guardians!
ROTG is beautifully animated, with flowing movements, well crafted character designs and sets, with not a detail spared. The effort into making each and every part of these mysterious characters real is evident and each scene has had so much work and love put into it. The context of each background story, each method of movement have all been thought out and put into use. It's magnificent and deserves all the awards.
Not only that, but the development of relationships, of character, of thoughts and plans are all there and have made my childhood dreams become even more real for me now than they ever did before. The film re-sparked my belief in 'The Guardians' and brought them back to life in my heart and eyes. The voice actors are also brilliant for their parts and I absolutely love the adaptation for each character!
It made my heart warm and brought tears to my eyes and laughter echoing from me.
A wonderful, wonderful creation, filled with passion, determination, hard-work and love.
6). Um, what was the last thing you ate?
Pot Noodles -Chicken and mushroom with extra soy sauce.
7). What time do you usually go to bed?
23:45 - 01:30
8). Ever seen the boy in the striped pajamas? It's a sad, sad film ;-;
I watched it in History and had to be sent out the room with three boxes of tissues because I was crying so much.
9). It's a zombie apocalypse, what are you gonna do?
Grab all of the weapons in the house, from our actual guns and katanna swords, down to the garden tools, run across the road to Asda (English equivalent of Walmart) with the family, and anyone else down my road. Take all the food upstairs and then barricade the elevators. Occasionally go out and runs tests on the zombies to see what senses of theirs are working; sight, sound, touch, and then work out how they can be killed.
KEEP SURVIVING.
10). Um, um, running out of ideas, eh, OOH. Favourite video game and why?
Assassins Creed - Interesting and gripping plot line with brilliant characters, animation and skills that are different from the usual games. Borders on fantasy, of which I love and has a lot of freedom to go crazy!
Now my turn to ask some questions!
(1) Do you believe in the Guardians? (Santa Claus, Tooth Fairy, Easter Bunny, Sandman, Jack Frost, Bogeyman, Mother Nature etc...)
(2) What is your favourite song at the moment? Do you know why you like it so much?
(3) Do you have a favourite flower? Why?
(4) What do you do in your free time?
(5) What goals do you wish to achieve in your future? Job or just aspirations~
(6) Cat or Dog? Why?
(7) Tea or Coffee? Why?
(8) A character from anything fictional, (Book, anime, TV show, film...) that reminds you of yourself?
(9) How do you feel about your own appearance? Are you confident in it?
(10) What are your opinions on violence in a relationship, but with the male partner being the victim? Should men feel ashamed of this? Do you feel sympathy for them, or do you believe them to be weak and attention-seeking?
I tag:
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